Remembering sucks sometimes

I find solace in remembering the many good times I have had with loves of my life.  The two recent being my ex wife and my now ex love.  My current love has given me so much joy over the years.  Much more than I could have hoped I would see again after my divorce.  We were in a unique position to set in motion an incredible bond. We were at the right place at the right time to make each other happy, and to give each other an opportunity to love again and we took it.  I remember being soo nervous when I asked her if I could kiss her, I had every expectation she would say no.  I faced my fear of rejection because I feared I would never have that moment back.  That was important.   What that turned in to was also crucial after not knowing love in a long time.